The ultimate aim of the ego is not to see something, but to be something. – Muhammad Iqbal
What is OUR fucking problem? Why are we all so caught up in our own EGO to ever stop and “smell” the roses sometimes, or pick, prune and compost the roses if need be?!
Be warned, this entry is less about the sugar bowl and more about human nature in general, and how fucked up I believe that each and every one of us are, or can be…. at least some of the time.
I.E… I’m currently juggling five men with an additional several “pots” who are just flirting with the idea of wooing me, passive aggressive punks that they are, or all “seem” to be thus far…
What do all of these men have in common you ask?
They all (in my heart of hearts) seem to be struggling with the idea that they can either be in control of or relinquish control to me.
How do I know this? I know this because as the old adage goes (and I’m creating my own quote here…) “If they’re too busy now, they’re too busy later.”
That means You’re NOT a PRIORITY.
I truly believe it’s good to administer as little time and/or energy as possible to people in our lives who don’t give us immediate gratification, just keep it moving!
What’s the point of sending a text and waiting (over an hour) for a response?
We ALREADY KNOW that we live in a day and age where there is literally no excuse for the lapse in communication. It’s sad, but true.
I personally am making a conscious effort to wean myself away from texting and passive aggressive behaviors, as it pertains to communication, because I know everything in my life will be better for it if I do!
I realize that patience is a virtue, and I’m not saying that I GIVE UP on all of these men, but as a newly single gal in an exponentially portentous world, it’s both prudent and essential to make tough decisions at a moments notice.
For both ladies and gentlemen, take it from me, if your gut tells you that you’re not a priority in the eyes of someone who should be courting you or vice versa, then don’t be surprised if six months from now you’re stressed out about being INVOLVED with someone who doesn’t make you feel like GOLD.
Share your energy with people who treat you like you’re the shit. Otherwise you might as well be shitting on yourself if you allow others to treat you any less than what you want, need, expect and deserve.
That’s all folks.
Learn from the past, set vivid, detailed goals for the future, and live in the only moment of time over which you have any control: now.
I want to start this post with a question to all experienced Sugar Babies, do you find that your SD usually takes control of everything in your relationship, or do you?
I ask because as you know I’m still torn about how to go about pursuing this lifestyle with success. Dr. J. is out of the picture just as fast as he got in frame, now I’ve had several new potentials but I can’t lie, most of them are overweight and hideous and I can’t truly begin to imagine eventually having sexual relations with any of them, so I don’t bother responding. I know this is probably frowned upon because these are the ‘average joes’ who probably make the best SDs, but a girl’s gotta have standards right?
I just received messages from a few gents who I semi-jokingly say “might be too young” for me as they are under 45, but more ‘ideal’ in terms of not outright looking like an arranged couple in the public (not that I really care that much). I took a leap of faith and asked one to take me to dinner tonight, since I’m used to be a girl who “takes the bull by the horns”, I figured, hey SD’s like that aspect of surprise from their babies right?
I also received a message offering a free one-on-one coaching session with the sugar formula creator, Taylor… can anyone attest to the benefits of using her advice, or is this really all about me getting out of my own head and trying to be more like those care-free, ditzy girls who seem to get everything they want from wealthy suitors.
What am I doing wrong?
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This blog was created as a memoir and in-depth account of my real encounters, experiences and research findings. I hope that it may help shed light on the dating scene from an objective, (albiet “amateur” point of view) as it pertains to “sugar”. I also hope to educate, entertain and inspire along the way.